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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 4, 2015, 10:34 AM


[Update]: Things have improved somehow. I just don't want to talk about it right now because I still can't realize it happened, I need time to think of it and decide what to do next. BUT I feel much better already and want to thank all of you who supported me. Just being able to talk to somebody about it and share what's in my mind helped a lot. I really appreciate it and I'm happy there are people like you ^^



Firstly I'm going to say this is cry from the heart. I don't expect anyone to help me with pieces of advice, neither I believe it would help me. I just need to say this out.
No longer can I understand how some people overcome their depression. I used to be a positive person and always see good even in tough situations but it doesn't work for me now. I'm experiencig so much pain, hatred and offence and I can't let it go. Maybe I just needed to find something or someone to blame for my distress and I decided to blame my parents. After all, it was they who told me to do this and that, who made me, and who never listened to me when I wanted or needed to talk to somebody. It took so many years to see the truth. In recent times I heard so many words that hurt me so badly. And all of those words came from people whom I expected to support me, to understand or to try at least. I was told they don't take me seriously, don't take seriously what I love and want to do in the future, they never believed in me, never supported, never encouraged. I was told they were disappointed in me. So was I. And no matter how old I am now, I'm still their daughter, so it hurt a lot. I even considered leaving my house and moving to somewhere else, but I have no place to go. I'm trapped. I don't want to feel all of that, but I do and I can't help it. I can't let go of resentment. Right now I don't even think I can ever forgive them for what they told me, want to strike back, to hurt them in return. This is just not right and I need to change my attitude which doesn't seem possible now. The moment I think of this whole situation I start to drop tears, and it's killing me. Anyway, there's a solution. But the time that is needed to be taken to overcome it feels like eternity.


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Purrchinyan Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2015
Thanks for watch ^o^
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Serkonian Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015
Thank you for fav, Yuriko :)
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Annoying-Anne Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! :heart:
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konata5 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015
love your latest work
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Nine-NeckFur Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
holy macaroni....

you kidding me... you watch me :la:ß this is soooooooooo damn cool :la: thank you soooo much for the watch :hug: it mean a lot for me :la:
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